Self Doubt....

Self doubt is growing as I take pictures... not sure how the image that I saw in my mind and how the image that is going to turn out. I have this kind of feeling more and more often recently but I really enjoy the process of feeling totally out of control and to the extreme, I am not sure if I am doing things correctly... 

Being lost in my world and in world of out of control... it is scary but exhilarating at the same time... Almost feel like a little naughty child stepping outside the comfort zone... what a feeling...

The fact is, after so many shoots and I still feel nervous in approaching every single shoot. I don't know who I am going to meet, I don't know how the kids are going to behave on the day, I don't know what my clients think of my actions.

It is scary that no one hold your hand when you make your decisions... decision in life often isn't as simple as either this one or that... every decision one take is full of consequence... I do ask myself all the time that what will I do different?

Anyway... that is the thought I have during session and quite time to reflect back on what I have done...

Here is one image that I really LOVE from the last shoot I did yesterday so thought sharing with all of you... 

I love the softness of the image, the emotion and moment between them and that little eye contact from the sister just complete the image. Turning the image into monochrome, add lots of grain and toning the image with sepia in lower Mid to shadow just complete the look that I love.

Yes, I do think sharpness is over-rated...

I like my image soft and with some form of movement to complete the mood that I try to capture.

Hope you like it as much as I do....

Hart